EXHAUSTED.
this must be the longest teacher's day i spent in sch
got some aces day thingy in the morning
and my shoes are ruined by the muddymuddy mud.
yuck
went to hall after tad.pm's national day rally
din realli pay attention
i was talking to xyz kor most of the time and hitting himm.ooops
they showed part of i-not-stupid-2 movie
some parts are hilarious.and some cried.
i managed to finish the teacher's day tee
and mrs ng said its nice(:
then went comlab to prepare music course work until 1
lunched at hougangplaza
then mrstay drove us to nv
her car got dora the explorer and bluec clues dvd
haha.she said she watched with her daughter for xxx times
she even knows all the character.wahaha
then lessoned until 4plus
i was sleeping most of the time
damn tired there
then after tad we took bus back to sch
me,van,eunice and lucases
reached at 5 plus
and we cant find a staircase tad is not locked
so went round and round
before going to comlab by spiralstairs -.-
started coursework at 525
and ended/cleared the room at bout 6 plus
its soooo freaking late and we are the few miserable souls left in sch
imagine:
4 peo strolling inside HIHS at 5pm
talking and laughing and walking slowly like nobody's business
and we left the sch at 6plus
how great
mrs tay said something like 'where is my car?'
and i replied 'u will drive and ask where is my house.'
lols
its a superrr duperrr loooonnggggg day for me

gt the class tee
its nice in my opinion and i sooo love it
tads all. music workshop again tml
i think i'm gonna be drowned by all these music workshops
haydn and world music
i wonder how i'm going to mug during the hol
the hols dont realli much feel like hols
its like the usual school days
with the usual i-cannot-breathe and lectures-are-so-boring stuffs

i went to the placed we __
and thought how nice it will be
if u are still by my side

met crossbred to study in the morning
a failed attempt to revise and do essay on haydn
a half-way thru amaths paper
and bio
then went schoool for music
managed to do beginnin,interlude and ending
but the interlude sounds weird
ok.i got to burn mightnite oil to work on tad
and harmony.oh no!
tads a lot

mars bar for daddy and lucases.
dc is the not-so-all-mighty daddy
and lucases composition is humourous.before or after he changed.

homed at 6plus to do the teachers day shirt.
i seriously only like the heart shape
its like the nicest (apart form the sunglasses and the sun(: )

slpt duper early last night
and i got 4 unread sms
sooo sorry denise for not going sch with u
i din read ur sms cos i'm still slping -.-
woke up at 7 cos of the phonecall.lols

" is it a crime to love someone so much tad you cant stand the hought of them changing?
is it a crime to love someone so much tad you cant see clearly?"

TIRED!
sometimes.i feel tad i'm just so mentally drained.
i can slp and slp and still feel exhausted.
just someone cheerme up lurh please.

music lesson today
was touchingup our stuffs
and had loads of fun
its the only lesson i realli realli enjoyed
i know i can laugh all i want
but they are duper nice people
dingchao is funny.
he found my penpen eraser(:
i seriously i lost it.dangs.tad means so much to me!
blossom and bosom.
wahaha.and mrs tay is brutally direct
and she thought i called her mrs latte.hahas

was realli sleepy is class cos of my kor tad made me pei him until so late
and yeah.when u all going eat lunch with belated bday boy??

tml's my date with crossbred
and i need to go back to sch to finish my music stuff
NO!there goes my holiday
but i'm mugging with crossbred in the morning first.
yupp.HAYDN.
*shakes head and faint

i hope time heals everything
but true love, as always
will never die.

too lazy to post stuffs here
half-way thru the teachersday tee
we're finishing tml
studied with van after sch
we got early dismissal because of __
and i freaking forget to bring back haydn.ohgreat

even if i'm not happy deep down
i've learnt to smile and act like nth's wrong
so tad the peo around me wun be worried

time to study.so i wun think too much
pei-ing kor later as promised.

我从不后悔

had mass today and i cried again.
dangs.i know he probably wun want to see so many peo crying
but i cant help it.
the last journey
i guess..

lessoned.but i was mostly staring into space
though i tried so much to conc
after sch went to study with van at cp
managed to get some work done
and cross-bred.
thanks for studying with me
and pei-ing me crazy around

tuitioned
dou was emo cos of __
so i made her happy
think they must be thinking tad i'm mad
but its just tad i cant make the peo around me worried again
and i've cried too much these few days
and dou.
u still got sardine no matter wad.so cheer up hurh

his msn nick is making my thoughts run again.

was talking to kor on the phone yst night
and ya.i broke down again
its like when suddenly
everything goes wrong
everything is not right,just not right
and it hurts to see the people around me,people i love,broken
it hurts to see people i love cry
i guess wad kor said is right
i dun want anyone to cry for me.no matter wad

we talked alot bout lots of stuff
i asked him will he regret if anything happen-touchwood
i guess if its me.i'll still regret
too much things left undone
too much words left unspoken
too much love yet to be shared

thankyou people for the chocolates tad realli made my day

life is just so unfair!
why of all ppl.him?
i watched the news and felt like crying again

can someone kindly tell music boy to pleeease stop torturing merino and driving her mad!
dangs.
the confession time.

boy.
wad do u mean
when u say iloveubuti'mlettinggo.
pls tell me i'm thinking too much.

just when i thought my tagboard is rotting..
its now alive again.
yeah.the manymany tags (:

din have music clss today
was kinda glad cos i din prepare a thing
and yeah.north vista course on fri is changed to sat
NO!how can they eat up my saturdays.
*sobs
but its a gd thing i'll miss ss mock test(:
muahaha.

schooled as usual.
i guess my life is kinda boring.

when i close my eyes and randomly choose and alphabet
i get M (:

taken for DINGCHAO'S tagboard.read this DENISE!

16 Aug 07, 23:36

leo:thankyou daddy for ur penpen eraser(:

17 Aug 07, 17:33

dc to leo:lol. i would have given u 1 more thing, but it just wouldn't open. -.-

17 Aug 07, 19:53

leo:thanks for not opening.realli.and being at the right place at the right time.tad card really means alot to me(:

18 Aug 07, 00:19

dc to leo:lol. np (: i wasn't wearing any specs leh. lol.

18 Aug 07, 15:34

leo: hahas.the words are too BIG for u to miss(:

18 Aug 07, 22:55

dc to leonie: nono. i saw something red on the ground, thn i got curious. lol. curiosity kills the cat, but it saves leonie. hahaha

dc to leo: oh yes, leonie's a cat. (:

slpt for like 3hrs just now.its realli mugging time!

dead.many many hmwk left untouched.
i'm chiong-ing maths like mad
rahhs
piano-ed.my haydn is so abcdefg.
i seriously need more time to prac.!
was talking to kor yst.
i want another bar of darkchoco kkaes.u promise de hor!
and i keep telling him to find a gf.
muahaha.crapped the whole night while doing coordinates
went mavis alone cos mummy decides to study :/

oh boy!i miss u.

i told himm MICKEYMOUSE is my BOYFRIEND
i sent himm a random msg about __
now his personalmsg is imissher.
muahaha.i find this hilarious.
forgive me(:

pressies are still coming in today.manymany thnks and love again(:

THANKYOU: in no order of importance
1.DENISE for the time and effort u've put in doing the card.its real nice and sweet.and lots of ppl are saying how nice is the card(:
2.DINGCHAO for being at the right place at the right time.for finding the card and not opening it.and for the initial thought of buying me 16penpen eraser and a duper expensive soft toy thing.the thought really counts (:
3.JANICES for ur pencil holder.i like it cos it is cute and is sticking out the tongue.hahas(:
4.pple that wish me happybelated.(:(:

relesed quite early.like 2plus
rotted in sch cos we basically have only phy n chem
was late for cl.but he also din say anything :/
went cp with van,caiyi,georgina,amanda and huixian
huixian's art looks nice.i think the pink flower is nice.
but think she's gonna recolor.

wanted to slp at first.then i opened the window and saw CRITICAL ANGLE.
muahaha.so 巧lah
sms-ed and met up
yupps.like more than half hour.
so BP listened to classical music.
ok.maybe just tad chopin song but it realli shocked me
din expect that BP will listen classical
and track 80 is 不能说的秘密
then __.how ironic! (:
sent me home.the lift keep making tad irritating noise when it waits too long
homed and finally slpt.
mugging hard later(:
realli din expect to meetup.
i keep telling mummy happy 拍拖-ing with daddy
and she said __
i said i'm not meeting up but we still meet up in the end.
DUPER(:

i shld be contented right.
but ur hugs and kisses never seem enough.

HAD SUCH A WONDERFUL 16TH BDAE TODAY(:(:

manymany smiles and loves.

THANKYOU: (in no order of importance)
1.JOANxiaomei for waking up at 230 to study and make dumplings for me
2.XH,MUMMY,DADDY for the figurine thing and swiss roll.
3.the MUSIC peo-CROSSBRED.KHENGHONG.EUNICES.CHARLENE.DC DADDY.for the beautiful crystal thing and the photoframe.
4.DENISEmeii. for ur lovely hart-shaped cake.it realli doesnt matter if u lost the card.smile and dun cry kkaes?u can write many more loveleeters for me nxt time.cheers
5.BRYAN KOR for ur dark choco.can i have another bar? ohya.and for walking to and fro woth me while waiting for the train
6.XYZ,BRYANKOR AND XH for eating pizzahut with me.crapping and laughing so much at cold jokes.ty for all the manysmiles(:
7.ALWIN.for ur flowers and the 20mins wait i think.duper PAISEH.hope u get to read this.oh.and ur email(: thanks
8.JANICES.for ur hugs and wishes(:
9.DC DADDY for urpen-pen eraser.i know u wanted to get me 16 penpen eraser at first.i'm so 感动!
10.ALL THE OTHER TAD WISH ME HAPPY BDAE.manymany loves to u guys too.

I LOVE U ALL MANY KKAES.THANKYOU(:

16cars in the morning for me(: car no 6 is mine!

el oral today
wasnt really worried.i din get butterflies in my stomach and i din blackout(:
great!
was the last two.waited kinda realli long
talked talked and laughed laughed
and yupps.was coughing realli badly
mrchao even offered me packet of tissue.lols
evon says she dun mind me talking unless i want to get pass or merit for oral
i tried to tell caiyi not to talk to me
in the end i gave up after 2min and start talking to both of them.
the pic was about this flooding scene.the bus cant work so the guys got to help push it
the conv is wad do u think of the weather in spore
then another one is bout env conservation
yupps.evon keep telling me she nd e toilet before the oral.
and she talked a lot(according to her) and she's the last one to go
she pei-ed me to compass popular.
yupps.got phy fys
then she went buy donut(:
the action city toy-monkey is cute
i hope the oral turns out well and help me score a1(:

going pizza with kor and jie tml(:(:
got a pleasant surprise.i told him(not __)tad i want pressie.
was just joking to him
and i din expect him to give me one.
meeting to get tad.i hope its handmade
handmade gifts are duper sweet.it adds the 诚意(:
ok.tml is my BIG day.so make me as happy as possible

a bad day today
firstly.i forgot to wake up.
until my um called.
and my first thought was todya got sch meh?
when she said yes,then i was like SHOOTS.i'm late!
then rushed.w/o breakfast
took cab.and the driver dunno where is HIHS
he took the wrong u-turn
and i'm totally lost
reach sch at 745.like 20min late
lucky today is temp-taking day
so dun nd run.
PHEW! *偷笑

class-ed.i'm coughing most of the time
its damn bad
dun really do much revision during cl.was talking most of the time. ):
stayed back after sch to do em test
xh did pyth gor a 4m qns.lols
lucky i tell her.or not her 4m gone.hahas

went mavis.i din bring her notes.
so shared.and time crawled
the aircon is damn cold
and i din noe they changed the venue today
i climbed to the 4th floor then read the notice
lols.then walked down to 2nd floor.waste energy :/

din meet__ cos he got something on i thnk
SAD lah.rahhs
nvm.its suppossed to be wed anyw
i nd to meet __. *WHINES

mars bar pls.i noe someone owe me tad

2 more days(:
be the first to wish me.

MY BRO IS WHINING.AND I CANT STAND IT(:

random.
my dad eats happy meals(:

HAHA.i'm so happy today
cos.my cl get a1.dun nd retake(:(:
i can finally conc more on my sci.
then coursework was postponed
and i had duper loads of fun and laughter in music lesson
its listening and yeah.as usual.we are crapping
they keep saying is nocturne when its ragtime
its damn giveaway can?
and they keep saying sa-ra-ban-deee
when its sa-ra-ban or something
and mrs tay want tot knock daddy's head many times
dissonance sounds terrible to me :/
and poor van din come for music
she miss not so alot.but loads of fun.
poor crossbred):

joansie says se's bringing dumpling or something for my bdae
cos i say i wan something handmade.
hahas.and the pizza trip is confirmed(:

lots of reason to smile.
parents are back(:
and they bought me:pair of converse.simpsons shirt.2 shorts.more socks
and most importantly老婆饼
its damn nice la can.oh ya.eggtarts too(:
too bad no milktea.love hk's milktea manymany

did 1 chap of bio.i'm progressing at snail's pace
and the stupid cough.DANGS!
class photo today(:
i just reliased tad i'm so short
did monkey faces for informal shots.haha

meeting himm tml?
i hope so(:

phy-ed.the cher cant do a qns and she keep saying i dunno
laughs.

found something in my room
ok,i'm sppossed to find a notebook for me to write notes
and ta-da.i found my old journal
and inside got __'s sms ages ago
so i was reading but its kinda sad cos i stopped writing after like 1 month
but gosh! i found his past sms-es
and i was laughing like some dumb retarded kid
(:(:
maybe i should show __ next time.haha

meeting denise later
i think i have better sense of direction than her(:

5 more days to my bdae(:(:

productive day.
cos i started bio.i noe its kinda late
but i'm starting kkaes
and i'll prepared for prelims(:
duper!

meeting denise to study tml
think we weill be retarded-ing most of the time
haha.how fun(:

haydn.the semiquavers run faster than u think
dang.i'm sooo dead

did chem.piano-ed and sleep
seriously.i have a boring life
doing humans later i hope
and my hse is running low on food supply
i hate not having food for me to mess up the kitchen
parents will be back in uh.3days
boos.i hope they buy loads of nice stuff for me(:
didnt manage to go tuition today
i was slping
sooo sorry

i miss even wks wed.
--"i love you,"she murmured."i love you so much, i'm stupid about it"--
guess tads wad i'm feeling :/

i'm reallli tired.
did chem the whole day.
now half watching ndp

i need to do work
more work so tad iwun think of you.
at least not so much.
cos its really driving me nuts.

national day celebration today(:
sec4 watched the parade live.while the rest 'live'
quite nice.we were so 紧张for tad girl cos she din manage to put the flag into the pocket thing
and i think its super heavy.
after tad went hall to watch concert
co is the 1st to perform again
the first song starting is nice.then gradually gets softer and i cant realli hear :/
the sound system is duper bad la
but the second song was GREAT
we was soooo high at the back
and mrlee conducted :D
oohlala.
then bla.the video was boring
was teaching the guys how to fold hearts using the itenarary.lols
the last part when the choir was suppsed to sing.we went high again
so stand up with the rest and ya.screamed and shouted
test was cancelled.so went dismissed early
and sussie refused to open the gate for us when we are already officially dismissed.
like keep us back for a few miserable minutes will make u happy meh?rahhs
then went to eat mac with van
we're lucky to be standing in front so at least still can find place at mac
its sooo overcrowded with HI peo.
went home after tad
MY-CROSSBRED.read tis van
its so retarded about your MY-GRASS thing
lols.and i still think its not YOUR-GRASS
haha(:

sleep thru the aft.cos i was chionging bio and in the end it was cancelled
though it was gd cos i also din finish studying anyw
but still.i slpt at 1plus just to study bio
if i noe i would how chiong my haydn instead. :/

mugging later.and i got this nice bk to pei me(:

i'm nt sppsed to.but i miss u

today
denise called in the morning so went to meet her before going sch
and she din get a chance to see his front view.
muahaha.lols

someone bought us icecreams
sooo happy.say we are easily satisfied
but i think is we realli love icecream(:
then after sch went to celebrate mrs wong's bdae
the cake and everything
i got half a slice(:
wayne is supposed to sing the 'you are my sunshine' song
but in the end he din sing.the class was duper funny :D

got some guy that came and talked to us bout psychology.
but i was talking to kor most of the time

off to study bio.there is test tml.
and its the whole tb.and i'm only like halfway done
dead.i think i seriously lack of sense of urgency
but after tml will be 'hols'
and i already planned to play piano at least 2hr everyday
better polish haydn before she come on sat
and there is tuition tml):

i think he's having tuition.
its weird going msn and he's not there
kor asked me wad i want for bdae
he said its gd if i want BP cos he will save money.lols
and i'm sooo not biased.haha

boy.i miss you __

my com is damn lag

the usual sch day
monday bluesss.
they (as in majority) is planning for someone's bdae surprise.lols
had usual lessons and tests.
i feeeel sooo guilty for studying ss during mschia's lesson
and its soo obvious.but she din say anythng
i think she knows.
mayb she's just too lazy to scold me.
the p&c test.too much time
i was like rotting cos i finish quite early
and van still says tad 20mins is not enough before the tests starts

after schwhen hm to eat then to van's hse
prac a while piano
her piano's pedal are too near apart.i eel weird cos its so not like my hse piano
so i din use left pedal while playing chpin
and the whole song is super loud.
like not sad at all.rahhs
her dunno wad book is cming out soon and she's so excited

went to buy bibbletes and went back to sch
i think sussie will kill me if she knows how many bubbleteas have's sneak in over
the months
hahas.then music
i kinda like composing le
its so fun and i finally found wad i want
the feel.though its not the same instr i first thought of using
but its still niceee(:
i'm duper happy.
we are left with 90 more mins.time ar PRECIOUS(:
lucases was singing something funny tad make the whole class laugh
poor crossbred.

and we are the first to leave the music class.as usual
mrt-ed back and yeah.here i'm blogging bout my not-so boring day
i need to stay back tml for the damn maths thing again.just because of tad one miserable qns
arghh!

在我的脑里 心里 梦里
全都是你

i'm getting weird dreams these days. its scary cos its always about other peo and i hope it wun come true i wan nice sweet dreams tad can make me smile X) my room is sooo messy cos my mum is not hre ): and i totally love babypotatoes they are niceee(: i'm looking forward to the one-two hr piano prac later. bye.

fear of love.it's an epidemic worse than flu!
i guess i'm one of those .

loads of stuffs happen.
and ya the fever is back. ):

i'm glad today is sat.
cos i can rest more(well i hope so)
but it also means tad O'sare getting nearer and nearer
which kinda freak me out.
no more late night ): cos i wun pay att in class.

had mass run yst.
walk/jog with evon and xh for 1 round
then evon stopped cos she's not realli well
cont with xh another round
i barely made it.i hatehaving fever/flu/cough bugs.
rahhs

the whole lesson was only chem
the rest of the day the class was like rotting away
quarrelled bout the classtee
did some work and talked.
sometimes my class can be duper noisy :/

went for music lesson
its seriously the funnest lesson(:
got hands on which are duper fun
atill got dancing one.
think daddy is funny yst.he heard wrongly and the whole class laugh
yupps.malay music is not that bad i guess
lucases din come.and i ate 2bites of mars bar
i like the powerpuff girl tune tad only me and charlene played.lols
went dinner with van at hm.then bought ome stuffs and went home
its quite late and i'm feeling tired so i din manage to do any work ):
i love my cross bred cos we have so much fun laughing and crapping
but merino is smarter hurh.at least for yst(:
i hate it when i miss himm
it makes me feel sooo dependent on himm
and i dun like it

meeting denise soon to pass her jacket to her
dun think can go co. ):

before i forget,a post dedicated to my oh-so-bestest cross bred
we were walking back after bio test and we saw this cococrunch duo bus
i was like 'i was COCOCRUNCH DUO' and cross bred goes'then go chase after the bus'
like lols.
but merino is smart enough to reliaze tad chassing the bus wun get her cococrunch duo
hahas.but u are nice cos u pei me dinner yst.
and the lists of things u did(:(:

did bio prac today.
prawns.eww
did prac with doudou.then she hold the prawn for me
there are bees in sch and mummy cant see.muahaha
i think she blinder than mrs ganesan.ooops

tests.still can do
but think will flunk bio cos my brain totally shut down
and i cant get the facts rite.rahhs

boy.i totally miss your kisses.

yesterday:
denise called in the morning cos she's taking mrt.
so i rushed and reach mrtstation w/o seeing her
ok.in the end she saw critical angle.lols
she say he's quite good looking.uh.i dunno :/
the schooled.i'm feeling sleepy most of the time
din conc much
went home then go music again
lucases must be the candy supplier
he got sooo much choco.
i soooo want to eat.but my throat hurts so i decided to eat 1/8 a kitkat
did haydn
guess he's kinda talented in the stringquartet
though i still dun realli like his piano sonata(ooops)
then walked to hm with my cross-bred.hahas
she's sooo nice to pei me eat
talked and laughed a lot.i guess peo will think we're mad
after dinner went to meet himm.
hahas.this time i was late.
then ___
met for 30plus min nia.but its enough.at least better then dun meet
felt kinda feverish
so din talk much.i was like half asleep most of the time
and yes.he's damn sweet
(:
and i finally know where he live.like finally

i totally forgor the password of the com
so for 1 hour i'm busy trying to remember
then ask crossbred for help
she saves my life
but i remember after all the blah
feel so dumb!

parents are off to china today
they're quite noisy.so i woke up at 2plus 3 plus
rahhs
hope they have fun.my parents are cute sometimes
i told van i want to ask my dad wad is the sweetest hting he'd done for my mum
hahas.
off to study bio.i'm so dead.

kiss goodbyes are the worse
they make me feel so 舍不得